Friday, February 08, 2013

Day 39. Walls of White.

Snowed in. Officially. That is indeed a thing. I never thought I'd put myself through another winter. A real winter I mean.

Cabin fever isn't a worry. I mentally torture myself enough in normal weather conditions. If anything, it might do me some good to sit in my surroundings, and check in with myself. I know I'm not feeling as revved up as I was in January. This is common with many people this time of year. But if there's anything I hate it's being told I can't do something. Being told, "that's life".

I'm 5 days away from making the next dent in my debt. To pass some of today's isolated time by, I'm going to crunch and re-crunch the numbers: how many hours do I have to work, how much do I need to be making per hour, how much can I spend on food, how many pay periods will it take, when can I start saving, who do I need to pay back...A big flow chart of all possible financial routes, and put it into action. There are a few too many things still vague in my daily life. I want to continue on the path of being specific, informed, and productive. I had it going for a while there. More than I had in a long time, if ever.

And God smiled. And it was good.

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