Day 56. Big Boobs.

Since we are on the topic.

I have massive boobs.

I started young and by the time I was 12 I had a C-D cup. I currently sit at an 36 E cup when I lose weight they will go down but until then, I can't even find my bras at a normal store. When I was younger I used to think when I was older I'd get a breast reduction. I haven't completely lost that idea but one thing is for sure when I am at my smallest weight my boobs are perfect - a lovely 34 C .

The good news is I gain a lot of weight in my boobs the bad news is I gain a lot of weight in my boobs.

I'm aware on a fat girl with a pretty face big boobs is a plus I am lucky in that I hold my weight throughout my body so that I have a little waist and then fat everywhere else. I guess the reason it is a plus is because I still feel attractive when I want to layer on make up and show some cleavage I feel like I am a nice looking lady.

This all being said I would give away my boobs to not be overweight. Do you know how many padded bras are on the market?

I'm not being insensitive to those who have little or due to cancer none at all. I am not saying I want that. I understand there is a lot of pressure around having a nice rack. I have heard countless girls say they wish their boobs were different. We attach so much of our sexuality and femininity around our cup size. However, I look at myself and say Paige who says she has not much on top but I can tell you she is perfect and I think if we are all honest we would pick slim and small cupped to heavy and curvy.

Since I can't make that switch without a sci-fi script around it I will say I am grateful for my breasts. They are one of my biggest assets ( he he )