I'm just writing .
its been hard to get back to it and I will. But its been hard so I say just write and I'll figure it out later.
Should be my motto for life really.... just do it and I'll figure it out later.
How fun.
this month has been up down all around and then down again.
I am in that place where i want to give up again. and start all over... I've lost 12 lbs in two months.
If I stay in the mental place I am now it'll go up.
I have a strong sense of being a failure right now. In a lot of things. I need to shake it off to be honest because I'm even sick of hearing myself speak. To myself. In my head .
I'm starting to get back up from this fall but it is taking longer and it feels pointless. I am sick of falling. Or at least falling so often.
I'll just keep at it. It'll happen. Slowly. As long as I'm not going backwards.
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